Updates: Minca and what I’ve been up to (Reflections on Stagnation)

Anybody who follows this blog knows it’s been a long time since I’ve posted. One might question, “What the hell has she been up to? Por que tan perdida?”

In reality, I have been lost, lost in a whirlpool of endless work and exhaustion. When I’m not working, I’m too tired to dedicate my thoughts to anything in particular. You see, for the past month or so, I’ve been working double, and I’ve had my weekends taken from me as well. Now that I finally get a long weekend (and I don’t travel *sigh*), I decided to rectify the situation by posting a blog entry.

So what have I been up to, aside from work?

Back in January, I visited Minca. I had been wanting to wait and post about this when I had all of my pictures uploaded on my computer. It’s 3 months later, and I still haven’t done that, but I might as well stop procrastinating.

Minca was the first solo trip I had taken in while without much planning or premeditation. The last time I did that was when I went to Palomino for the first time during my first two months of living in Colombia. That was an experience to remember, one that I look back on when I think about traveling alone and ask myself who will I talk to? Literally every time I’ve had that concern and chosen to just ignore it I always end up meeting the best people.

That day, I literally woke up at 1 am on Saturday, got ready, went to the bus station, and took the first bus going to Santa Marta (with a good company, that is – Copetran). There are always buses leaving to local destinations in the coast (and I think in most of Colombia), which makes this spur of the moment travel so ideal. Can you imagine doing that in the states? Well, don’t if you have because unless you have your own car, there is no same-day travel planning that won’t cost you an arm and a leg.

Minca was an introspective experience. I road around the area with a mototaxista all day, from 9 till 6, exploring everything on the map of interest they had shown me when I arrived. I didn’t pay for a tour or anything, though I’ve heard there are some great ones. I realize if I had done that I may have interacted with more foreigners, but I was going for a laid back, more introspective getaway, and that’s exactly what I got.

The highlights were the waterfalls and the amazing views. I started the day by going to swim in Pozo Azul. When going up those steep mountain paths and roads, I tried to imagine doing it all on foot instead of paying to 100 mil to get taxied around. Nooo thank you. I was looking to relax, after all, not get home more exhausted than when I left.

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If you are looking to push yourself and have a hiking retreat, of course I would definitely say go for it! And if you’re staying for an entire extended weekend, it just makes sense to save money and explore on foot. But I went with a single day and night planned out in my mind – and initially, I wasn’t even sure if I would stay the night.

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I took a tour of a coffee farm, La Victoria, which turned out to be extremely fascinating and less fluff than you would expect. The tourguide happened to be a physicist who knew all about the ends and outs of the coffee gathering, preparation, production, and distribution process. I learned everything from why the coffee sold inside Colombia is such crap to how the irrigation and draining system works to shuck (I think that’s the word) the coffee beans. Plus it came with two cups of coffee, one at the beginning and one at the end. I had lunch there (an over-priced vegan friendly doubledecker sandwich because I was too hungry to be asked to wait and look for something cheap and local).

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The coolest part was having a taxista willing to wait on me for 2 hours and watch my things when I went swimming. He also tolerated all of my questions about the place during the ride, which meant I got to learn a lot along the way.

The “tour” was followed by more winding up and down the mountain and stopping at Los Pinos (the pines) to peep the amazing (if smoggy) view of Santa Marta, the ocean, and the peaks of the Sierra Nevada. Unfortunately, said smog was veiling the view, so no dice. Still, I enjoyed taking some pictures with my camera.

From there, I got to see the famous Casa Elemento. I didn’t go all the way to their treehouse hammocks, but I did some lounging about on the big ones in the main common area. You buy a wristband to get in for like 15 mil and you can spend as much time as you want. The hostel covers an expanse of property with lots to do and see. The wristband also includes a drink. Obviously if you stay there, you get access to the hammocks, pool, and cabins without paying extra. It’s worth it, but I chose a hostel close to the town of Minca to leave early the next day, and Casa Elemento is still about 40 minutes away from the town.

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I couldn’t lounge for too long because the sun was starting to go down at this point, and I had one last top before going to the hostel. The Marinka waterfalls were amazing – plus you get a good, exhausting hike as well. Be sure to check them out. On the path up, I had an old man compliment me on my tattoo (which I never expect from the elderly for obvious reasons), and the best part was he wasn’t even hitting on me! He even told me to look out for those costeños and their “labia” (a sort of sweet-talking bullshitting). We both had a good laugh.

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Most of the tourists I met in Minca were German and French. The hostel I stayed at was run by some Argentinians that were really nice, the usual open-minded traveler types. That night, I went to an open mic and shared some wine and beer with one of the girls and a volunteer at the hostel. He happened to be a Colombian transplanted and living in Canada. We shared our philosophies on how we hated living to work. He explained how he uses his hated 8-5 job to pay the bills and save to travel for months at a time every year.

Lately, I’ve been thinking more and more about purpose – the purpose of me living in Colombia, working as much as I do, the purpose of this blog and the way I organize my time. I’m not working to live; lately I’ve been living to work. And that has to stop. That’s part of why I chose this lifestyle. That’s why I write and do other things. My purpose is trying to produce something meaningful while I’m alive. I think we should all aspire to do as much. Not to live to work, but to try to move beyond the realm of simply existing, tolerating, rinsing, washing, repeating.

Therefore, I’m in transition, trying to slowly find my way again. A year ago, my goals were very clear. I go back to that dauntingly clear and ambitious list and wince. I am still working towards those goals, but I haven’t been taking as many steps to see them through.

That’s why, as much as this post is about Minca, it’s also a recap of why the hell I’ve been lost all these months and where I want to go with this blog and my life. I’ve been having a lot of conversations about maintaining a sense of clarity towards the things that matter in life. About dedicating time to things that matter. About why this matters. It’s time to replant those goals and water them and give them another chance to flourish and blossom. It’s never too late.

I took a book from the hostel I stayed at in Minca which just seemed right: Sobreviver. It’s in Portuguese. I’ve been reading it very casually, but my goal is to finish and post about it and my insights here. The book is basically about the following reflection: life isn’t just surviving, but in order to live well, you must be resilient. In order to be resilient, you must be a survivor. And that means pushing past negativity and working through every obstacle thrown at us.

 

Preparations: the Eve of Central America Mochilero Trip 2018

I’ve been meaning to write for a while now. Preparing for my Central American adventure (which will include hopefully all 7 countries + Mexico) has my anxiety through the roof, which carries the unfortunate consequence of making it hard for me to focus on any one thing for long periods of times – and that includes writing. That being said, I don’t associate this sort of anxiety with negative things. Yes, I become more irritable, not so different from my 70 year old grandparents that get frustrated at the slightest hiccup caused by technology – little things get to me, one of the most unfortunate symptoms of my anxiety. But I’ve been trying to put things in perspective and focus on what’s really important: the excitement aspect underlying these anxious feelings.

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One of the things that’s particularly therapeutic for me is doing just that: refocusing and reframing my pre-travel anxiety to interpret as excitement. Anxiety and excitement have similar symptoms after all. I figure if I can see it as one big adrenaline rush, it makes me feel a little less crazy and a lot more optimistic of the journey I’m on.

I wanted to share some of the preparations I’ve made. It’s been no small task for me preparing for a month-long backpacking excursion. The truth is, I’ve never done anything like this. I’ve never traveled for such a long period of time, much less while depending on websites like couchsurfing and a single companion.

Now the good news is I do have experience traveling in an improvised way. I’ve slept at a person’s house that I met on CS and I’ve even hopped on a bus and went somewhere completely unknown in another country alone. I have no doubts that I can do this and it will be amazing.

But still. Let’s be honest. It’s not all rosy and adventurous. Anxiety is real and it is a biatch.

So I’ve learned that making lists kind of calms me through this process. I’ve been steadily documenting what I need and how much I need to spend in order to get it. Make no mistake, just because I might be sleeping on some couches and taking all of the public transportation options we can find, that doesn’t mean this hasn’t been and won’t be a cheap trip.

Here are the three most essential items I’ve selected to help me on my journey:

  1. THE Mochila – I don’t think a mochilero trip would be right if you don’t get the key accessory. This decision was excruciating for me, as are most big decisions where there are lots of options. Go compact and risk not having enough space or go big and risk being weighed down and not packing light enough? Go economic and risk it coming to cheap? Go expensive and…spend a lot of money? Buy online or in person? At the end of the day, I asked around, sweated about it a bit looking on amazon and mercado libre, before finally heading down to my nearest mall and slipping into a Totto store. Totto is a solid, reliable brand. Considering I’m planning on taking another trip like this in South America next year, I decided to go big or go home. In the end, I settled on this kirat 90 liter bag – basically the biggest, most expensive bag they have. However, I regret nothing.
  2. The camera – After pooling recommendations from my photographer buddies, both casual and professional, the most reasonable yet quality camera I found was the Sony Alpha a6000. I went with this beautiful model, and since testing it out this week, I can say I know it was the perfect purchase for the documenting I want to do during this trip both for travel vlog vids (coming soon!) and insta photography (@foto.explora – shameless plug, I know).
  3. Hiking shoes – I wasn’t sure if I was going to buy new shoes for this trip. After all, as you can see, the previous items add up to a lot, and I didn’t even go into accessories for the camera (bag, memory card, tripod, etc.). But while wandering around Academy with my dad yesterday, I found myself in the shoe section thinking about how horrible having sore feet is and how much I plan to hike – mountains and volcanoes with rivers, no doubt and rocks and – you get the picture. The last thing I need is aching feet and shoes that are falling apart. So, I made the decision – $50 for waterproof, odor free, slip-resistant hiking shoes.

Really, the only other things I’m investing in are the tickets and lodging, along with other incidentals along the way. All in all, I feel good about these purchases because I know they will make the experience more convenient and less stressful.

Traveling is an investment. Nothing more, nothing less. As you will see, a lot of what I bought is kind of pricey. But I realize this won’t be my last time using these essential items, and really, if you’re going to buy something you plan on using a lot, you need to make sure it is quality so it lasts you. You don’t only invest in a great experience and memories when you travel, you also invest in the stuff that makes it a quality experience.

This investment involves my own ambitions to write more, share more, and blog more – not just as a hobby but hopefully as something that can help others and maybe even make people more passionate about traveling and exploring. I want to spark people’s curiosity, to make them realize that traveling is a worthy lifetime investment – that it can change the way you see the world, and yes, even change you. I’ve loved photography and writing for as long as I can remember, so beneath all of my anxiety and worry, there’s an eagerness to learn and grow, about and from others and about these skills I am so excited to grow and share with others.

The final list, of course, has everything to do with packing. So what’s in my bag?

  1. Leggings, at least 3 pair, for comfortable hiking and lounge-wear.
  2. Underwear and socks, lest our mothers don’t remind us of their importance. I’m going on the safe side, 7 pairs just in case I’m not able to wash clothes during the week.
  3. A pair of jeans – because it’s a necessity but I also don’t think I’m going to want to be wearing jeans all the time. Also you can rewear jeans multiple times before they start getting noticeably dirty.
  4. A few pairs of shorts for the days I want to free my legs on those hikes
  5. A good mix of t-shirts and tops that can be used for city or nightlife outings.
  6. 3 dresses, including a beach dress to go over my swimsuit
  7. The swimsuit, because the beach is definitely on our list of destinations.
  8. 3 types of shoes: sandals (for the beach/going out), standard tennis shoes, and the hiking shoes
  9. A makeup bag with the general essentials (ponytail holders, deodorant, toothpaste, toothbrush, sunscreen, powder, basic makeup/beauty items, etc.)
  10. Tech stuff – chargers, a backup battery for the camera, cleaning supplies, all that jazz

Add a jacket in case it rains or gets chilly, and I think that pretty much covers it. I tried to pack light with the fact that I don’t want to have a heavy burden and I want enough space for some memorandum to bring home too. I also didn’t go so light that I end up wearing the same 3 outfits for a whole month. You know, practicality and fashion don’t have to contradict each other.

So here I go! Sharing what I’ll be doing, what I’ve done to prepare, and all of the little insights along the way. Tomorrow, at 7 am I set off for San Antonio to meet up with my friend. Then we begin the first leg of our 30-day journey to Mexico City. It’s going to be a long day…and night. The journey starts now.